Progress

去年よりは建設的に考えられた気がする。パートの面接には受からなかったけど。

I think it was more constructive than last year. I didn't get a part-time job interview.

希望の時間が少な過ぎて、確かに無謀なんだよね。

Hope time is too short, and it's certainly reckless.

私自身が一歩進んで2歩下がるレベルだ。

It's a level where I can go one step further and take two steps down.