3 hours sleep

昨夜の午前2時から眠れずに今に至る。午後20時。今日は早く寝る。

From 2:00 am last night, I can't sleep and reach now. 20 pm Go to bed early today.

眠れない日は良い妄想と悪い妄想をする。我が家の未来について。

On sleepless days, I have good and bad delusions. About the future of my home.

宝クジに当たった場合とか、地震の時の想定とか、今後どのようなことに傷つき、立ち直らなければならないかとか。少なくともこの30年間は幸せなんだけど。

What happens when I hit a treasure lottery, what to expect when an earthquake strikes, what kind of damage us may have in the future and how to recover. I've been happy for at least the last 30 years.