Reality
深夜にまた数時間眠れなかった。余計な考え事で無気力になった。
I couldn't sleep for a few hours at midnight again. I became lethargic with extra thoughts.
その間に思いつめてた人がいて当然だけど、より暗い闇に近づいた。
In the meantime, it's natural that there was a person who was thinking about it, but it approached a darker darkness.
気持ちが彼女に伝わったのか今日は笑顔を、みないな。時期に気をつけないと。
Did my feelings reach her? Does not smile, today. I have to be careful about the time.