Relief
緊張感と安堵のジャンルが変わっていくけど、今年は忙しくないのに早かった。多分家にいて記憶がないのか。
The genre of tension and relief is changing, but this year it was early even though I wasn't busy. Maybe I'm at home and have no memory.
寝る時間が長かったからでも多分ない。たいして動いてもいなかったけど。
Probably not because I slept for a long time. It didn't move much, though.
人生で寝ている方なのかもな。たとえ細切れでも。記憶がないだけで。
Maybe I'm sleeping in my life. Even if it's shredded. I just don't remember.