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Down syndrome baby dairy in Tokyo

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小さいからちやほやされている彼女。最年少でいられるのも今年度までだろうな。

She is praised because she is small. She will be the youngest until this year.

 

でもよく人を見ていて、割とわかりやすい性格の彼女。意外と性格は早熟かもしれない。

But she often looks at people and has a relatively easy-to-understand personality. She may have a precocious personality.

 

優しい心と強い心、どちらがより育つのだろう。

Which will grow better, a gentle heart or a strong heart?

blood

調べ尽くしてない事もあるもんだ。永遠にそうだ。

Sometimes I haven't researched it all. Forever.

 

結果、よくなる事も悪くなる事もなく想定内ならまだ良い。

As a result, it doesn't get better or worse, and it's still good if it's expected.

 

後悔続きの人生にしたくないけどまた楽観的から突き落とされるのか。

I don't want to have a life of regret, but will I be pushed down from optimism again?

Good or bad

色々な知らせを素直に受け入れられるほど純心ではなくなってくる。警戒が何かしら働く。It becomes less innocent enough to accept various news obediently. Something of vigilance works.

 

大した事なければいいけど、大した事なければわざわざこんな事しないかな?

It's okay if it's not a big deal, but if it's not a big deal, why don't you bother doing this?

 

私の娘にはどの様に強くできるだろうか?

How strong can my daughter be?

 

I couldn't choose.

亡くなってからその家族は訴えてた事も読むまで知らなかった。苦しみしかなかった命に対して家族は謝罪を求めた。

I didn't know until I read that the family had complained since he died. His family sought an apology for his suffering life.

 

でも中絶の処置も安楽死では無い。嫌がる胎児を惨殺するような処置を施す。病死と比べられるものではない。

But abortion treatment is not euthanasia either. Take measures to kill the foetation you dislike. It cannot be compared with death from illness.

 

いっそ判断のボーダーが有ればまだいいという医療従事者の気持ちもよく伝わった。個々の判断だからここまで歪んで分かり合えないんだ。

The feelings of medical professionals that it would be better if there were borders for judgment were also well communicated. It's an individual judgment, so it's so distorted that we can't understand each other.

 

 

complexity

この本は当事者としては色々と為になったけど、現状は厳しいということが記されていた。

This book was useful for the parties, but it was stated that the current situation is harsh.

 

欧米諸国のデータはシビアに国の財源とコストと障害の淘汰を目指している。反対している団体もあるけど。

Data from Western countries are severely aimed at eliminating national financial resources, costs and obstacles. Some groups are against it.

 

日本も似たようなもの。

Japan is similar.

 


 

Idol

彼女は鏡の前では色々な顔を見せる。手を挙げて、振って、笑顔をふりまく。

She shows various faces in front of the mirror. Raise her hand, shake her and sprinkle her smile.

 

彼女は自分が自由に動けて楽しくて、大好きなんだろうな。

I think she loves her because she can move freely and has fun.

 

鏡で彼女のモチベーションは上がっていると思う。

I think her motivation is up in the mirror.

 

dangerous

買いすぎな私に制裁が必要。

I need sanctions because I bought too much.

 

長い目で見ればいいのか。判断が鈍い。私はきっと後悔したくなくて麻痺している。

Should I look at it in the long run? Judgment is dull. I'm sure I'm paralyzed because I don't want to regret it.

 

投機になっている。

It's speculative.