I couldn't choose.

亡くなってからその家族は訴えてた事も読むまで知らなかった。苦しみしかなかった命に対して家族は謝罪を求めた。

I didn't know until I read that the family had complained since he died. His family sought an apology for his suffering life.

でも中絶の処置も安楽死では無い。嫌がる胎児を惨殺するような処置を施す。病死と比べられるものではない。

But abortion treatment is not euthanasia either. Take measures to kill the foetation you dislike. It cannot be compared with death from illness.

いっそ判断のボーダーが有ればまだいいという医療従事者の気持ちもよく伝わった。個々の判断だからここまで歪んで分かり合えないんだ。

The feelings of medical professionals that it would be better if there were borders for judgment were also well communicated. It's an individual judgment, so it's so distorted that we can't understand each other.