Self-restraint

こんな日々がどのくらい続くのか、今日はやたら眠い暖かい日だった。

How long these days lasted was a sleepy and warm day today.

出産後、子育てをしない日なんてなくなると思ったけど、こういう形で訪れるとは思わなかった。将来的にはずっと子育てなんだろうけど。

After giving birth, I thought that there would be no days without parenting, but I didn't expect to come this way. I guess I'll always be raising children in the future.

少し休めということか、先取りすぎだと思う。リハビリの予習をして、8年越しの花嫁を見て、リハビリの奇跡を垣間見て、生きることが、希望なんだなと思ったよ。

I think it's a bit of a break, or too much in advance. It was my hope to live in rehabilitation, watched "the bride over eight years", glimpse the miracle of rehabilitation, and live.