I have to use my head

彼女がいない間に私自身学ばないととやっと、本を手に取った。

While she was away, I finally got the book, thinking I had to learn.

慣れない文で頭に入るのも遅いから何度か行間を繰り返す。

It's too late to get into my head with unfamiliar sentences, so I repeat the lines several times.

ゆっくり触れ、感じ寄り添うことが大切なんだ。今までのガサツな生活ではなく。

It's important to touch and feel close. It's not a rough life.

早ければ良いと思っていたが改め、ゆっくり気づきを覚え敏感に触れ合い感じ取る。肝に銘じる。

I thought that it would be good as soon as possible, but I changed my mind and slowly noticed and touched and felt.

I remember it.